my life is. fantastic. my life is crazy. my life is me.
i guess i just tell you my life right, nothings special, nothing crazy, just how it comes.
John. :) i just smile thinking about him. He is my everything. John is my boyfriend. He is a Senior at my school, and the class valedictorian, as well as the captain of the basketball team. He is leaving for Duke in three months. I am so nervous for him to leave. We have been dating for just over three months, but it seems as if we have been dating for a lifetime. He says that he loves me, and i believe him with all my heart. I love him too. I wouldn't change it for anything in the world, but the problem is that he is going all the way to Duke, and i will still be stuck here at home, Colorado. He is going to be so far away. I am going to miss him so dearly. I am going to be lost once he leaves. But i guess is shouldn't dwell on that right? i should just deal with it once i get there, but i am so nervous. I am so scared for him to leave, forget me, and then never come home. He is going to meet some gorgeous lady, and then she is going to be smart and cunning and before i know it, he'll be gone forever.
Today me and John went to some grad parties of his friends. I love it when he shows me off in public. It is the most exhilarating thing ever. It lets me know that he's not embarrassed of me, its the most amazing feeling in the whole world. we went to two of his old friends grad parties and then another friend of his who goes to our school. Yesterday we went to 3 as well. It seems as if lately in the past month he has been showing me off at every opportunity that he gets.
Gah! this morning the funniest thing happened! last night my sister had crawled into my bed because she was scared of some dream. Keep in mind my sister Taylor is just a viking of a kid. She pretty much just makes my life, even though she is only 5 years old. Well i got up that morning and i got dressed, then i got her dressed and ready. Finally i said
"Taylor, come on lets go eat breakfast."
Taylor had the most epic response ever,"Katie, i don't want to talk to you. I just want to sleep in your bed."
i laughed so hard. I have never in my life felt so much like a one night stand.
Today was a Good Day- Ice Cube
